flying out of my head
My week so far...
Monday: I presented my SP. I got an INC, which is relatively good, because I could have gotten a 5.0, and I'd be forced to redo my SP from scratch. If that had happened, I'd graduate on October.
Tuesday: I did NOT leave the four corners of my unit/dorm building. This is hard to believe for most people who know me, because most usually, I'm out with friends, on group meetings, etc. Ah, yes. I'm in-demand, sorry.
...
-ahem-
Moving on...
Wednesday: I finally leave the dorm for a reason I can't remember right now. I wasn't really planning to look at my CMSC142 grade because I didn't know it was out already.
[Scene: Sarah leaning on the bulletin board talking with a friend]
me: Yung 142 ko kaya, ok na? hindi ko pa pala natatanong kay sir...
friend: Ayan sa likod mo, o.
me: [whips around] Uy! Oo nga! 19289, 19289.... Aha! [freeze]
friend: Ano grade mo? ... Ha?! ikaw ba talaga yan? Baka naman---
me: Singko...
That was another jaw-dropping, I-wish-the-earth-would-swallow-me-alive moment. Of course, I stared at it and checked it a gazillion times if I was really staring at my grade. Sad to say, it was. My first failing grade in a major. Sucks. A huge, offensive 5.0. And I can't do nothin' about it.
So that means I could still be delayed until October, anyway, because the subject isn't offered during summers. My dad called last night. I told him. He got angry -- not at me, thank God. But at the teacher (uh...that's not good, is it?) He goes, "anong pangalan nyang prof mo?!" Yikes.
One good thing that happened: I was chatting with Ame and Loraine last night, and I got pretty happy :) Yeah, they're my beloved best friends cum rant-absorbers. So I was happy last night, and I uploaded some stuff on DA, too... I was HYPER.
Thursday: Ame and Loraine came here to LB (happy, happy, joy, joy~!). It was quite a 'spur of the moment' roadtrip, and practically everything we did was 'spur of the moment'. Honestly, I don't feel like elaborating today, so let me just say that I didn't have a real plan on what we were going to do once we were in LB. But then, that's how we usually are when we're together. Mostly everything is an impulsive decision. Or, at least I think so. Whatever.
My goodness. THAT made me happy this week. REALLY. I needed that. *sigh*
And, oh yeah. I realized something: UPLB is a clean university. Ground-wise and building-wise (if such words actually exist). Ame told me that, and I go, "Oo nga, no..." You'd think, after four years of being proud of my campus, I'd realize that. Ha. Apparently not. We took LOTSa pictures today, and it was fun.
OK, so I was hyper and jumpy and happy this afternoon. Until my yearbook editorial board meeting. Nothing bad happened or anything, but it was brain-draining... Argh. Somehow I wish I wrote this BEFORE the meeting so I can write a happy blog, for once.
...
For the record, my life isn't THIS depressing. I just write recently because of frustration, I realize that now. But I get genki days, too. Just...not today. And when I DO get genki, I don't blog about it recently. I dunno why. Maybe I'm just busy about stuff that will eventually lead to the relatively sad blogs. You can go on over to my DA account to read a pretty hyper, happy, Sarah-esque journal entry if you'd like. If you don't, then it's no problem.
Ah, whatever. I'm tried. Me sleep.
Monday: I presented my SP. I got an INC, which is relatively good, because I could have gotten a 5.0, and I'd be forced to redo my SP from scratch. If that had happened, I'd graduate on October.
Tuesday: I did NOT leave the four corners of my unit/dorm building. This is hard to believe for most people who know me, because most usually, I'm out with friends, on group meetings, etc. Ah, yes. I'm in-demand, sorry.
...
-ahem-
Moving on...
Wednesday: I finally leave the dorm for a reason I can't remember right now. I wasn't really planning to look at my CMSC142 grade because I didn't know it was out already.
[Scene: Sarah leaning on the bulletin board talking with a friend]
me: Yung 142 ko kaya, ok na? hindi ko pa pala natatanong kay sir...
friend: Ayan sa likod mo, o.
me: [whips around] Uy! Oo nga! 19289, 19289.... Aha! [freeze]
friend: Ano grade mo? ... Ha?! ikaw ba talaga yan? Baka naman---
me: Singko...
That was another jaw-dropping, I-wish-the-earth-would-swallow-me-alive moment. Of course, I stared at it and checked it a gazillion times if I was really staring at my grade. Sad to say, it was. My first failing grade in a major. Sucks. A huge, offensive 5.0. And I can't do nothin' about it.
So that means I could still be delayed until October, anyway, because the subject isn't offered during summers. My dad called last night. I told him. He got angry -- not at me, thank God. But at the teacher (uh...that's not good, is it?) He goes, "anong pangalan nyang prof mo?!" Yikes.
One good thing that happened: I was chatting with Ame and Loraine last night, and I got pretty happy :) Yeah, they're my beloved best friends cum rant-absorbers. So I was happy last night, and I uploaded some stuff on DA, too... I was HYPER.
Thursday: Ame and Loraine came here to LB (happy, happy, joy, joy~!). It was quite a 'spur of the moment' roadtrip, and practically everything we did was 'spur of the moment'. Honestly, I don't feel like elaborating today, so let me just say that I didn't have a real plan on what we were going to do once we were in LB. But then, that's how we usually are when we're together. Mostly everything is an impulsive decision. Or, at least I think so. Whatever.
My goodness. THAT made me happy this week. REALLY. I needed that. *sigh*
And, oh yeah. I realized something: UPLB is a clean university. Ground-wise and building-wise (if such words actually exist). Ame told me that, and I go, "Oo nga, no..." You'd think, after four years of being proud of my campus, I'd realize that. Ha. Apparently not. We took LOTSa pictures today, and it was fun.
OK, so I was hyper and jumpy and happy this afternoon. Until my yearbook editorial board meeting. Nothing bad happened or anything, but it was brain-draining... Argh. Somehow I wish I wrote this BEFORE the meeting so I can write a happy blog, for once.
...
For the record, my life isn't THIS depressing. I just write recently because of frustration, I realize that now. But I get genki days, too. Just...not today. And when I DO get genki, I don't blog about it recently. I dunno why. Maybe I'm just busy about stuff that will eventually lead to the relatively sad blogs. You can go on over to my DA account to read a pretty hyper, happy, Sarah-esque journal entry if you'd like. If you don't, then it's no problem.
Ah, whatever. I'm tried. Me sleep.
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I wonder who that "friend" might be.. Hehe. :)
Posted by
Renee
:D that's what happens to most people, really. writing only when they have something to rant about. Like praying (unfortunately)... only when they have something to ask, and not when they have something to be thankful for. :shrug:
Posted by
ame