Timing
I hate this.
Despite general knowledge, I have the capability to get a crush. Yeah. Though I --most often than not-- do NOT want to get a crush on anybody, I am but a girl. And you know what's worse than getting a crush? It's almost everybody else telling you that the two of you are a perfect match. You know what's worse than that? It's him telling you that he has a crush on somebody else. And you know what's even worse than that? It's him telling you practically every week how he likes 'her' even more everyday.
Sheesh, that sounds like a cheesy song, do'n't it?
I know I have no reason to get angry at him, because, hey! it's not like he's mine or anything (not that he's anybody else's either). And, take note, I am not angry at him. No, I'm not in denial. I'm truly not angry at him. I'm angry at myself for being angry at the situation.
*sigh*
The ironies of life just have to be so ironic, don't they?
Don't worry, I won't be in a depressed mode forever just because of a little crush. I suppose my only consolation is this: if it's not him, then somebody else better is out there for me, and when the right time for me to commit to someone finally comes, life is going to be awesome.
I love my life.
Despite general knowledge, I have the capability to get a crush. Yeah. Though I --most often than not-- do NOT want to get a crush on anybody, I am but a girl. And you know what's worse than getting a crush? It's almost everybody else telling you that the two of you are a perfect match. You know what's worse than that? It's him telling you that he has a crush on somebody else. And you know what's even worse than that? It's him telling you practically every week how he likes 'her' even more everyday.
Sheesh, that sounds like a cheesy song, do'n't it?
I know I have no reason to get angry at him, because, hey! it's not like he's mine or anything (not that he's anybody else's either). And, take note, I am not angry at him. No, I'm not in denial. I'm truly not angry at him. I'm angry at myself for being angry at the situation.
*sigh*
The ironies of life just have to be so ironic, don't they?
Don't worry, I won't be in a depressed mode forever just because of a little crush. I suppose my only consolation is this: if it's not him, then somebody else better is out there for me, and when the right time for me to commit to someone finally comes, life is going to be awesome.
I love my life.
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hi sarah! i'm sorry to hold you up earlier this evening.
sino si "lucky guy"? yihee. :P
Posted by
random error
heya^^ first time ko yata ikaw marinig na magsabi ng ganyang bagay ah @_@ don't tell me nahawa ka sa kin.. =Þ
anyway, you're right, you don't have to be depressed or something ^_^ It's just a matter of time to find the one you're looking for who in turn also looks for you..
wala lang din :)
Posted by
Lester
:Þ seems like february is the love month whether we like it or not. hahah.
Reminds me of myself when i get angry at myself for wanting to cry but i hate crying so much that it makes me want to cry.
...or something like that.
it's good though, optimism. :D what else have gotten us through everything anyway? positive thinking.
Posted by
ame