I had actually anticipated this. I was probably just thinking of trying it. Of stretching myself. Of seeing how far I can go. Of how far I WILL go. But, really. I'm freaking tired. Twenty academic units + Special Problem + a bunch of extracurricular activities (but important and worthwhile, I tell ya) = me DESPERATELY longing for sleep. One would wonder when a snowflake would melt.

Today is my brithday, actually. And, to tell you honestly, I had a GREAT morning, what with two surprise parties since last night. But I'm just TIRED, man! It's probably BECAUSE of the two parties. I didn't get sleep, after all, and I even travelled to QC from LB this morning.

It could be called academic suicide, or maybe a leap of faith. Seriously, I'm seeing myself melting. But the odd thing is: I'm not panicking yet. Well, not seriously anyway.

I'm starting to wonder when I will...